Restart

Going to start blogging again.  MUST start blogging again.  So much is orbiting around me in my world that some sort of processing and expression must be done about it.  Journaling is obsolete to me.  I'll explore my need for an audience some other time.  

Right now I have a new "romance", really trying to take it slow getting to know somebody who possesses all of the assets that attract me about a human being, trying not to jump on it, squeeze the proverbial bar of soap.  Single motherhood isn't quite a reality, because I live in community, because I commun-icate with my baby's papa, because I struggle, but not like my mother did.  Blessings are flying my way faster than I can handle, and most of the time they wait around for me to notice them, which is a blessing in itself.  I just got the connection for a line of placenta work from an underground midwife that doesn't have the time to do it herself, so a lot of nurturing energy is coming my way.  

I currently feel loved, blessed, and embraced.  It makes me nervous, and I'm trying to shake it.